school starts again..

haizz

school starts tmr and i am so totally unprepared. New modules and new teachers, each with a new grading format. And then there is my morning classes on monday, tuesday and wednesday.

basically i need wake up early tmr

haizzzz

and i am so broke. i think i am eating into my savings. all thanks to yesterday's 27 dollar bbq la. like i said on fb, most expensive bbq EVAR. ppl who were supp to turned up didn't turn up. and then i kept saying we ordered too much food liao. etc sambal sotong!

oh wait.

actually the problem started much earlier. ppl supp to plan never plan. then last min put the responsibility on other ppl.

haaiizzzz

the story of my skin

warning: this is a very sick and boring story.

ok since the january i have been having these reddish bumps growing on my back. at first i tot it was regular back acne or something. no problem, nothing a little benzoyl peroxide cant handle right? wrong. because these these stuff started to spread like a wild fire. conquering every piece of skin they could find.

i was freaked out at first. so i showed that to my mum, who just told me to drink less of the protein supplement i was taking at that time. so yea since my mum didnt think anything about it so neither did i. i just left it there. slowly the bumps died down, leaving more and more black marks. It started to spread to the chest. for some reason my face did not get it. dunno. dun ask. dun care.

so one day i came back from the gym... or was it the stadium i cant remember. anyway i came back from exercise and took off my shirt to check out how my little frens were doing on my chest. my mum saw and was dam shocked. "wad happened to ur chest and back???" she exclaimed. i replied " oh this? i have been having it for quite some time already. i showed u before ma..." seriously. the last time i showed her she just brushed it off so casually. And so my mum immediately told my dad that we had to go see the doctor... IMMEDIATELY. no kidding she was this shocked. so i went to bath and visit the doctor, who told me it was some hair infection and gave me a 1 month supply of antibiotics which i was to complete and then return to get more.

that was about 1 month ago. i visited the doctor last week and my condition had not improved. so he referred me to the national skin center. which i visited today with my mum.

Now just to digress from this story, you may be wondering y my mum had to follow me to the doctor. well, most of u prob dunno and probably think i am joking even when if i told u. i have this weird phobia of seeing doctors. do u remember the feeling of taking oral examinations in primary school? yea primary school, when most of us *i presume* were balless and scared shit of the exam. that is how i feel whenever i visit a doctor. my pupils dilate and my heart starts pumping harder. Adrenaline starts coursing through my veins as the body prepares to either fight or flee. Ok... maybe not so exaggerated but u get wad i mean.

ok where was i? oh the skin center right. so i visited the specialist with my mum today. there were 2 other ppl in the room who i guess were medical students? they just sat there and stared at me. geez the atmosphere seemed so tense. luckily the specialist was a very smiley guy. he took a look at my chest and back and said that i have a bad case of acne. then my mum asked him are u sure its acne? then the specialist said "yup very sure, but we can do a scrapping skin test to rule out fungal infection."

ouch that sounds painful. but if it was anything like the cheek scraping microscope practical experiment we did in bio class it shouldn't be right? right??

so i went out to the waiting area and i wasn't long before i was called to enter a small room by an old man. he asked me a few questions and told me to lift up my shirt. he opened a drawer and took out 2 glass pieces that i recognize as some microscope thing and some other stuff which i couldnt tell wad its for. what was he gonna do? pierce my skin? peel off my skin?? he took a look at my chest and said "these are old ones do u have any which has pus coming out?" wow this old man is sick. then he suddenly said" oh there is a new one coming out! very fresh!"

as he said the word "fresh" i swear i could hear him smacking his lips. *like golem from lord of the rings movie going my preciousssss*

after that he returned to his drawer, took out a small pouch, and from it pulled out a fcking penknife blade!!! alarm bells were ringing in my head. wtf u have got to be kidding me. relax relax i told myself. probably just a tiny scrape, at most it will be like an injection " hold still ar...... this is probably gonna hurt u more than it will hurt me.."

i fainted.

okok i i did not really faint and he did not really say that. BUT he did say it was gonna hurt. and oh boy did it hurt. i did not really see wad he was doing *don't wan to* as i was lifting my shirt and looking away, but i can tell u how it felt like. it felt like he was using the penknife and making slicing my skin the way u slice ur sirloin steak. k perhaps SAWING is a better description after that he paused for a while.... and then continued wad he was doing. i SWEAR it felt like he was trying to saw off a piece of flesh or smt. after that he place it on that glass thing. i only saw blood. maybe there was some skin but i couldn't tell. he then turned to me and said:

"ok now ur back"

holy m..... so i went through the ordeal twice. and for some reason the one done on the back was more painful. after that he looked at my wounds for a moment, opened his drawer, took out some scotch tape thingy and taped my wounds. scotch tape not plaster. u could imagine the agony as i was trying to remove it just now. "there u go... it shld stop the bleeding." right. can i also give u a kick in the groin? it wun stop the bleeding but it will make me feel much better.

yea so anyway the results came out in like 20 mins or so and i went to visit the specialist again. "actually ur mum was right, its not acne. its actually some fungal infection" and so he gave me medication and cream and scheduled another appointment in 2 weeks time and i lived happily ever after?

THE END.

argh!!!

omg i am so tired but i am also soo PISSED!!!!!

after reaching home after my haircut, my dad told me that there is a letter from the government because i had defamed lee kuan yew. *turned out to be a lie* after that he and my mum started apprehending me. say what i shld not do such things cos my father is an authority in Media corp and will cause him to lose him job.

then i started asking them how they knew i had defamed lee kuan yew. my mum told me that it was my dad who told her. so i ask my dad. then my dad made some cock and bull story about being in the board of censorship. it is so obvious he was lying. it was either he had my blog address or my brother told him. i asked my brother and he said he did not even visit my blog.

i am so pissed that my parents did not want to admit wad they are doing. u think i am still a small kid u can bluff??

i gave u the chance to tell the truth and u did not make use of it. all those talks about trust in the family are all bullshit. u are basically the kind who will steal ur son's personal diary and keep reading it in silence. u have no respect for my and anyone's personal space and privacy. if u read my blog at least have the BASIC courtesy and respect to admit it when. maybe i will shift my blog .... or maybe i won't. but even if i did it is my own privacy i wan to keep separated from u.

holy shit and now boon comes and tell me tmr she cannot make it for the gaming session!!! arrrgggghhh!!!!!!!

i am so fcking tired and angry i cannot think straight!!!

dear fren

you dun have to so paranoid that authorities are constantly checking ur blog or chat logs.

just to prove the point

LEE QUAN YEW SUCKS!!!!!

now if i suddenly go missing u know why.

good day

ukelele stitch

FYI these photos were taken on Friday not Saturday, so i did not observe the YOG opening.

yea so i went marina square yesterday and caught more toys!!! i finally tried my hand at the legendary giant stitch machine and won! its actually easy *relatively* to catch once u know the trick ;)


as you can see, now i have papa stitch and xiao di stitch, as well as mei mei scrump and baby scrump =)

anyway, my contact lenses came yesterday and that is why i am not wearing spectacles in my pictures. 300 dollars for 1 year's supply. i spend an hour in the spectacles shop attempting to put on my contact lenses. it was EXHAUSTING to say the least and not to mention extremely demoralizing. in fact, halfway through, i was so pissed that i could not get my lens in that i tried forcing it in, which means i stuck my finger into my eye and tried to dig my eyeball out. of cos it didnt work. so in the end i was able to fit it in, but for some reason i could not see very well. throughout the night my vision kept blurring and sharpening. today i put it on again and the same thing happened. it like a camera with a broken auto focus function. now my eyes are so dam tired and dry =.=

haizzz stupid eyeballs.

hmmm ok and on Thursday, i went out with king, benjamin and wei sian to St Games in square2 at novena. No pictures but it was DAM fun. fun for all except king i guess cause he was sick. Thing is, you need to be a member to play there, and membership consists of a one time payment of 10 dollar. but the equipment there is very good! anyway i am so addicted to guitar hero. omg i am so going to go play again this week =D

btw i am so broke. can someone pleeeeaaassse buy the soft toys off me...?

step outside, cause summer time's in bloom

*crawls out of a hole*

hi guys its been a while =)

for those of you who dont know, i have been bedridden *voluntarily* since friday. basically wad i have been doing from friday till Tuesday was slp, wake up play harvest moon: innocent life *its not the same as the one wishxiong is playing lol*, slp, play a bit and repeat whole cycle again. of cos with shower, toilet and lunch breaks in between.

now seriously, harvest moon is a dam good game to kill time. play a while, feel drowsy because of repetitive work. sleep. wake up and continue. hmmm and that was basically my routine in camp the few weeks before i ord.

oh and i have a piece of advise for all you sickies out there *no doubt whom caught the bug from me hahaha!* .... do not eat drowsy medicine and attempt to stay up late! it is the cause of my splitting headaches!!

ANYWAY

Last Thursday was sort of celebration after all our finals. although i as feeling shitty as hell because of my illness and headache *see above for cause* it was still a great day because of this!!


yea!! thats the new toy i caught at marina square with only 3 tries! now my scrump is reunited with his friend!! *or master or whatever*


so yea these are all the toys ive won so far. except that small little greem scrump though, that was a gift from xiao mei mei wei sian.

oh and ive seen some dam nice photos in ur blogs so please pardon my non existent photography skills >.<

argh!!! so many toys!!! i have no space to keep!!! perhaps some1 would like to buy some off me...? =)

if not... i guess u can expect ur next birthday presents to be something very familiar hahaha!

yay exams over!!!

boooo im still sick!!!

fml fml fml fml fml

gonna pop another pill (recommended by king the pharmacist) and head to bed again zzzz

No!!! im not gonna see a stinking doctor!!!

anyway like my new template? ^^

i dun like my title box though, for some reason i cant change its color properly =/

p.s changed the colour of my title box to the best i could, but it still sticks out like a sore thumb =/

sick tamagotchi

ok so this was me just 2 days ago

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haha yea that's me making funny faces to the camera

now this is me

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-_-

well, that basically sums up how i feel now *this is a gif of a sick tamagotchi btw*

notice the skull on the right? that is the skull of impending doom



yea that's right, this will be my fate if i dun feel better by tomorrow.


anyway all the best for the exams ppl!!!

and for ur extended internship!! ;)

and to my recovery zzz