last sat i bought a harry potter shirt that says

"you have nothing to fear if you, have nothing to hide"

but can it be the other way round?

haha but i have so many entries that no one will never see.

i hide them cause i am fearful

fearful of the future, of consequences, of things that i cannot control

and this feeling sux


and it is making this blog is lose its relevancy.

Time is running out

I think I'm drowning
asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be the death of me
you will be the death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted

now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream of
breaking this fixation

you will squeeze the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?
ooooohh

you will suck the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh

lol really no mood to blog nowadays. Not to mention the potential devastating effects that have happen because ppl misread my blog posts. But since i have the time now, lets do this.

SO

as usual, its been a really busy week. I bet anyone who follows my blog is tired of reading the same old thing. but hey, im tired of talking about how busy i am too hahaha. so, the main reason y i have been so busy is due to a business management computer simulation competition.

wow, that's really a mouthful lol

anyway, its really very very tiring. So this competition goes like this. There are 6 periods that we have to make decisions for. So basically, 1 day = 1 period. This means that everyday we will input our decisions and send it to the server, which will then compare it to other competitors and the simulated environment, and then give us our results such as market share, profit etc a few hours later.

Each discussion took a minimum of 4 hours. And, the discussion that took us 4 hours to decide led us to make a very rash decision that screwed us up big time. so we had to stay up to 3 am for a few nights, oh and not to mention our statistics project in which we had to write a friggin report and submit on the day of the statistics test. In the end, i did not study much for the test, and given that i had slept at 5am due to juggling the competition stuff and school stuff, there is a high probability that i wun do well lol

Right. Anyhow, we did not manage to get in to the semi finals. I thank god for that.

so other than talking about how busy i am, i really dunno wad else can i say. I mean, alot of things have happened since the start of this month. And by a lot, i do mean, A LOT. I do want to blog about it, but consequences have to be considered. Like i said in my previous post, i accept peace, for your sake, and i dun even know if u read this blog.

ok i guess i will end this post for now. There are many things on my mind but i prefer to talk to someone about it and clear my head before putting it down here. Remember, the consequences are dire.

Peace.

For ur sake.

Peace.

wooooo hot hot! things are getting a little too warm here.

gotta take a few step backs and re-look the situation.

Its a slippery slope situation and i best stay clear from the edge lest i slip and fall

play with fire, and u will get burnt

haha you are right boon, i am losing focus here

anyway here is my cover of jar of hearts by christina perri. Great song