omg my hair looks like the quills of a porcupine when it is wet! haha! i just cut my hair today but i only ask the hairdresser to thin it. haha i like it! =P

anyway during lunch today, my youngest brother pick up the copy of a times magazine and said that there is a problem with the picture. i took a look at it and immediately knew wad he meant haha! here take a look and guess wad the problem is.



can u guess? well the problem with the picture is that the part of the building out of the ice should not be aligned so nicely with the part of the building in the ice due to the refraction of the light through the solid. hahaha! my younger bro took a while to see it and my dad did not get it lol! its funny cos we both think like nerds (and i dun even like physics).

ok my mid sems are over but there is still work to do! grrr... psy project and ENGLISH journal. grrrrr..

WARNING ALL!!!!

Danger danger *no pun intended*

Never EVER get on wei sian's bad side. she will kick ur ass. she will chris brown u the crap out of u. she will beat u so bad u wish u had never been borne....wad? im just saying lol

haha nah i kid the violence but seriously, wei sian is 1 fierce son of a. jeez and i tot my mum was scary... =/ today we went to this cafe in 313 orchard. the waitress there made 2 mistakes. firstly she did not take down my prawn noodle order although we paid for it. secondly, well im not sure if this is her fault but the cafe mixed up the sauces for quan min and king's chicken cutlet. u see, they both ordered sweet and sour sauce but 1 came with some thai sauce.

OK so every1's food had arrived except for mine. Wei sian checks the receipt and informs us that we paid for the prawn noodle but the item was not shown on the receipt and volunteers to go counter to ask. i followed her.

Wei sian goes to the waitress and points out the mistake to her with a fierce tone i had never heard be4. the waitress keep aplogizing. ok then when we return back to the table, i started exaggerating how wei sian went all berserk at the counter. then some1 suggested we shld complain about the the mix up in sauce * note that king already finish the cutlet with the wrong sauce*. At that moment, i think wei sian was high on adrenaline or smt already, she asked:" really ar? really ar?" Before any of us could say anything wei sian called the same waitress over and started scolding the shyt out of her.

and it was LEGENDARY. wei sian scolded the living daylights out of the waitress and kept DEMANDING a reason for the mix up. The waitress kept apologizing but wei sian just kept on demanding a reason.

There was no mercy. there was no compassion. it was an outright slaughter.

The manager then overheard the scolding and came over to apologize and offer a complementary desert *after which we loled*

Wow. i take my hat off to this person. yea...dun let her smile and height fool u. Beneath that xiao mei mei demeanour is a crouching tiger hidden dragon!

anyway im really sorry that i was not able to get the esl class to go out together today. Actually i was kinda tired and pissed that the girls keep changing their mind. well there is always next time i guess =)

today i woke up at 6 00am to study some section on elasticity and revenue for my MATH. yea thats right, there is a small section on elasticity in my math syllabus. in the end, i end up skipping that question on elasticity in the test. good thing the test was choose 10 out of 12 questions. i believe i shld be able to score full marks if there is no careless mistakes.

ooooook i'm feeling kinda down now. i guess i tok too much. im bound to insult some1 eventually. yea and it is hard to judge ppl's emotions when u can't see his/her face. i think i annoyed a few ppl already. so im going to shut up before i insult any1 else.

bad mood

im in a bad mood. im sick and tired of ppl telling me how i shld behave. what guys shld be like this girls shld be like this. let me tell u smt. u girls have it easy. and dun expect me to conform to all this gentleman bullshit. u open ur own doors, u pull out ur own chairs to sit, u carry ur own heavy bags. dun whine bout how u wan this or that to me. i will not entertain you.

DO NOT ever compare me to a girl. i find it extremely offensive.

esl grammar test tomorrow, esl mid sem on wed, maths mid sem on thurs and econs mid sem on fri. its going to be 1 hell of a week..

erm how do u study grammar btw?

reponse to a blog:

nah i dun think there is such thing as a couple's face, and i definitely dun think u are attracted to a person because he/she has some similiar physical features with you. i mean, that guy/girl will just be a narcissist right? lol. i think its just psycological, like how ppl who are in love usually make up some wierd reason to justify why they were meant for each other *seriously, sometimes it takes a outsider to point out that it dosent even make sense*

In fact i believe that its the opposite. i believe that when it comes to physical attraction, u will tend to look for some1 who looks different from u *miss lim and genetic diversity?* yea or else incest will be much more commonplace..

haha or maybe i misunderstood ur question, wun be the first time anyway...

wth. i shld be studying =.=

oh come on...who the hell puts thier FULL psle and o level results as thier personal information on thier blog??? LOL

Anyway, im pretty glad chinese new year is over. take that u lousy holiday!!! i mean, wads a long holiday if all ur frens are busy visiting ppl and stuff and have no time for u?? THAT and the fact that ALL you love birds are always so busy with ur better half that u have no time for me!!! lol k now im just being selfish haha. was i like that before?? nah prob not...i hope...karma's a bitch...

Note to self. some ppl do not like to tok on msn or facebook. need to control impulse to say hi to every1......sry can't be done. It dosen matter if ur msn status is busy or away because guess wad? Ur status is ALWAYS busy or away. and if u dun wan ppl to tok to u then u shldnt even be online. if u find me irritating just say u are busy or tell me to f off. ok dun tell me to f off just tell me u are busy ok? argh whatever u wun even read this anyway =.=

thinking back, i was kinda impulsive in my cny shopping. now i sort of regret buying the superman shirt and the pink jacket. ESPECIALLY the pink jacket omg. y did i even think it was nice in the first place...my eyes must have been cursed or smt ... now i take it out and it suddenly looks.......pink. wth

sour grapes

went to see the new casino at sentosa with my family today. waited a goddammed 1 hour to get onto the sky train at vivo city. nth much to see anyway so no photos. boring place, boring day...=.=

yea fine. go out with ur bf / gf. have fun with ur cousins / aunties / uncles. dun need u guys anyway. *sulks in the corner* =.=

chinese new year

CNY day 1 started when i woke up from a bad dream. no dying this time though. bad omen? i dunno. went out for breakfast and my mum asked if i wanted to follow her and my grandma *who is visiting from malaysia* to temple to pray. on a normal day, i would probably say smt like

"For what? i have better things to do with my time" *roll eyes*

However, just as i was about to say that, i suddenly remembered boon telling me that i shld go bai bai at a temple because of my bad dreams. Now i am not a superstitious person and i dun really believe that dreams have anything to do with reality *no offence to boon* however, i did not really planned to do anything in the morning other then watching some depressing as hell anime called elfen lied. so i tot wad the hell, wads the worst that could happen?

and the worst that could happen was armageddon. have u ever seen a video of a volcano about to erupt and spewing tons of ashes in to the sky, only to have them fall on the nearby villages silent hill style? Yea that was what happened. except on a much smaller scale.


This was the size of the joss sticks. we had to buy and light them way before entering the temple because there were too many ppl. everybody was holding at least 3. btw the temple was some famous guan yin temple at rochor road area.



Now if evrybody is carrying those mini weapons of mass destruction over their heads as seen in the picture, where does the hot ashes drop to? To the ppl around them of cos! and it didnt help that it was a rather windy day... maybe the gods find some sort of humour in occasionally witnessing some1 dance in pain as the ash lands on their hand, neck, feet and *gasp* face. Dun worry none landed on my face, but i was burned on my feet and hands..

ok so the crowd slowly moves into the temple...and there is a big urn for u to put ur joss sticks in. my family were 1 of the last few ppl to go into the temple and i was shocked at wad i saw....A FEW MEN WERE TAKING ALL THE JOSS STICKS IN THE URN AND THROWING THEM AWAY!!! i was amazed at wad they were doing so i tried to take a picture, however they spotted me and told me NICELY that photography is not allowed in the temple. oh well...since they said it nicely...it would be weird to protest... not to mention i will be making a fool out of myself in front of the gods...or buddhas? wads the diff lol...


I took this photo of the next batch of worshippers as my family exited the temple from the side. look at them...rushing to put their joss in the sacred urn...only to have them thrown away in the end...

after that we went to another temple at toa payoh to pray again *in case buddha didnt hear us the first time?* when we finally went home, i was feeling very drained for some reason. My father said that it was because the temple had removed all the negative energy from me and wad remains is all the good and positive energy. wow, does that mean ive been running on so much negative energy all these while? =.= Now i know where my bullshiting genes come from. btw when i visited those 2 temples i did not really pray or anything because i was too distracted/amused by the serious faces of all the ppl praying etc my grandma


Went home eat lunch, slp a while, went gym, ate steamboat for dinner. parents asked if i wanted to follow them go to the floating platform see the lights. on a normal day, i would probably say smt like...wad i said above. but then, it was either watching the depressing anime, study for my mid sems or go out with them. So i tried to remember wad econs taught me about opportunity cost. in this case, my best alternative would be watching the depressing anime so i made a rational decision to follow them.

ooooo the floating platform brought back bad memories of my worst and longest birthday ever ....as well as my F1 deployment. which was last year. bad memories that make me feel like laughing now. anyway i will let the pics do the toking.



If i am not wrong, my vehicle was parked somewhere here. i feel like an old man thinking about the past like this =.=...


reminds me of hamsters...sort of how ppl playing frisbee reminds me of...dogs? LOL





This is literally, as they say it in chi...ren2 san1 ren2 hai3





I posted this here because it reminded me of smt i read in facebook recently: The panda is the least racist animal, because it is black, white and asian!!




Now this god of fortune was spewing gold glitter everywhere. see those ppl puting thier hands up as though they are at some rock concert? they are trying to catch those glittery stuff. notice the guy with the upside down umbrella. he had definitely got things figured out.


this neat looking model is actually made of porcelain plates, cups and spoons.





My mum is a tiger. you really dun wan to make her mad. unless u are me of cos. which is a diff matter altogether because u can't help it.


My youngest bro and my dad are rats.


my 2nd bro is a monkey. apparently now he is saying there is no point studying hard for his A levels because of wad the career part says hahaha imagine my mother's reaction to that!


snake is me!! as well as most of the ppl reading this blog i presume. notice how short our horoscope is as compared to the others!! well at least the career and wealth part bodes well...but wads with the relationship part??? =.=

these are the zodiac of my family. i did not take photos of the rest because...seriously...it is so freaking crowed moving from 1 point to another was like swimming on land.

ahhh its so late already i spend like 1 hour on this post. anyways, happy holidays UB ppl!!! =D

i rather do a route march then go shopping....jking of cos!

Im already in a holiday mood. cannot really focus in econs today so after the break i waited outside class with wei sian. had a good chat and listen to songs sang by this very talented guy at the valentine's day booth.

After class, me, king, wei sian and ben went shopping at bugis. Quan min pang seh us say she needs to collect some protection fee from some friends or smt. walk the whole of bugis junction. only buy a superman shirt that cost 60 dollars! oh man i feel the pinch in my wallet. gonna try persuade my mum to help me pay for it lol.

after that ben had to leave so the remainder of us went to benten cafe to share ice cream. personally i didnt really like it lol. the ice cream reminded me of the ntuc brand ice cream and i dun like crunchy stuff like cornflakes that they seemed to spam in the ice cream. each of us paid 8 dollars. not worth it. Might as well go hagaan daz lol. hey im serious!

after eating, we took mrt to somerset. Each time we reach a station the train was already there so we rushed from train to train. Xiao mei mei (wei sian) was so scared that the doors would close on her lol. i bought 2 t shirts for 30 dollars at levi's signature as well as a jacket from uniclo. Met kx for dinner after that and tok kok for a while.

Now im dam shag from all the walking =.= how do girls manage to shop all day long? there must be some biological advantage that im not aware of...


we sat ben's car there. he has his own car!!! so cool!!



This is the quan min who followed us to bugis and pang seh us lol!


lo and behold!


the king approves the ice cream!


siao mei mei and ice cream


ice cream! i will END u!!!


all finished!


what the...?! wad is ken lim doing here??


we see something YOU dun!


will upload the rest of the photos on fb =)

Envy

chinese new year is coming up and everybody is busy getting ready for it. every1 tells me stuff like oh i need get stuff for cny, oh i need clean my room for cny. To me, cny is just like any other day. oh except maybe for the holidays =)dun see why i have to clean my room, cut my hair, shop for new clothes... hell, i didnt even get any new clothes for cny in the last 2 years. i dun have any relatives in singapore. so u can guess that my ang bau is very little....haiz.. yea cny is coming, and so is valentine's day. Sadly, sunday will probably be the most boring day of my life...

i envy the people around me. I envy those who are close to thier families. i envy those who have cousins to go out with. I envy those with lots of friends. i envy those who are attached.

Dunno y i feel so tired this few days. go home lie down immediately fall asleep. and for some reason there is this burning smell in my room. the smell comes every night since monday i believe. is it some kind of omen???? o.O hope not. boon already told me i should go temple to pray because of all my dreams about dying lol

psy mid sem exam tomorrow

good luck to me. there is so much freaking stuff to study. some things are not even in the text book. i had to google the answers. So much for the American style of learning =.= Seems like i have to memorize so much redundant crap... ok back to work. may the force be with me and everyone else taking the psy test tomorrow. Jia you everyone!

oya i must mention how much i hate ESL for making us do a stupid journal as homework to be submitted on the day of the psy test. I HATE ESL!!!!

song of the week

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word - Elton John

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

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Was randomly browsing tru my music lib when i found this oldie. song stuck in my head for some reason haha. song is a bitch to play on the guitar because of the freaking bar chords. but thank god (joshua) for the capo! =P

whole weekend doing work sia. sian leh. psy mid sem exam on wed somore...

but then i must learn to be thankful for wad i have. at least i do not have an additional 2 quizzes this week. and im looking forward to kiting!!!! whooooo!!! long time never fly kite liao!!

suddenly everything is back to normal =)

finally finished the dreadful essay. spend the whole day doing it. tmr study psy. oh wait i still got a grammar exercise to do! noooooooooooooo! ESL I HATE YOU!!!!!!

abrupt awakening from a nightmare/dream

oh well. what is to be said? what is to be done? when you suddenly realize the girl u like for 1 month is attached?

you give ur self a pat on the back and say "well done, you got fcking owned" and then u look to the heavens and say " nice 1, well played...well played " and then u go jump down a building for not being able to face the embarrassment of being a such a fool.

i am speechless. i am dumbfounded. i am glad. no wait i shld be sad. wait i dunno. i think im still in shock.

I've been made a fool

NO I DUN BELIEVE IT ARE YOU KIDDING ME? WTF!!!!!! WTF1!!!!!!!111! OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! IS THIS SOME SICK IDEA OF A JOKE!!!! I NEED TO SCREEAM!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Y DIDNT U SAY SOMETHING!!!! ARGGGGH!!!!! NO I CANNOT TAKE IT I NEED TO FACKING GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AIR AIR AIR!!!!!!!!

who reads my blog?

Taken from a face book page:

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a £20 note. In the room of 200, he asked,'Who would like this £20 note?' Hands started going up. He said.'I am going to give this £20 to one of you but first let me do this.'He proceeded to crumple the money up.He then asked.'Who still wants it?' Still the hand...s were up in the air.'Well,' he replied,'What if i do this?' And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty. 'Now who still wants it?' Still the hands went into the air.

'My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson.No matter what i did to the money,you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.It was still worth £20.Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless.But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you never lose value....

anyway, just wondering.. who reads my blog? if u follow my blog, i would appreciate it if u comment hi or smt =)if not, i would take it that my blog only has like 3 readers? that is just SAD lol..

wth my back is still aching from doing rows on monday. nice suggestion for me to work my back hardy lol. did 30/60 speed training today. so freaking shagged bleh. how can ppl say they like to be tired?? lol. To me the best part of training is after it is done. then u look back and think wow im so glad i finished torturing myself. then u go home feeling stronger because what dosen kill u makes u stronger.

ok ranting time.

Ok this feeling sux big time. i went from dam happy to dam sad then to dam happy again. wth its like a roller coaster ride! i am kind of sick of it. i mean i cant even control my own emotions properly..

i seem to be very kaypo with this fren's love life. i mean his situation is rather similiar to mine. and i keep telling him wad he shld do. which is kinda weird. cause i myself am not sure wad to do with my current situation. and the weird part is he even considers what i say. haha its funny cause he is listening to a guy who screwed up his own relationship. but then again i guess his situation looks more promising then mine... haiz.. if only some1 could tell me wad to do too..

argh crazy plans please get out of my head!!

hey math....im sorry i underestimated u be4. today i tried doing the 2nd online math quiz. first question stumped haha. i promise i will not laugh at u when u are easy anymore. promise. please dun hurt me >< lol

with you - linkin park

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static/And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake/Slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant/And I can't bring you back

It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You now I see/keeping everything inside
With you
You/now I see/even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
And we fall to the floor/The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
But when things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake/Slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant/And I can't bring you back

It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You/now I see/keeping everything inside
With you
You/now I see/even when I close my eyes
With you
You/now I see/keeping everything inside
With you
You/now I see/even when I close my eyes

No
No matter how far we’ve come
I cant wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we’ve come

I cant wait to see tomorrow

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i wonder if im doing the right thing. my heart and mind are in disagreement with each other. im not even sure what i want. i really wan some1 to tell me wad to do. but then again who can really predict what will happen? in the past i followed my heart. look at wad happened. It is not easy to leave things to fate when it is always on your mind. its like, my heart longs for u but i am scared...yea thats it....im afraid haha.

am i thinking too much? =.=

today i forgot to bring my card key for my condo's gates. so i had to wait outside the gate for some1 to open it. then this small girl came along and i tot great finally i can get in. but then she did not have the key so she just stood there and wait =.= And so we waited and waited for what seemed to be like a lifetime. then a small boy came and our eyes followed him. he walked to the gate, took a few steps back and shouted

"HULK SMASH!!!!!"

and RAMMED the gate opened! ok i was kidding bout the shouting but he did rammed the gate open O.O wth. and i was waiting there like a retard when i could have just kicked the gate opened =.=

anyway to this very good fren of mine. how do i say this...im sorry to hear about wad is happening in ur life... i hope that things will get better for u and him ya? anything u can tok to me about it if u like, just dun do anything rash k? tok to me before deciding to do anything! and hey, i know i have been through some rough patches recently and you have really really helped me alot. so if there is ANYTHING i can do to help u now, just feel free to ask ya? =)