wth my back is still aching from doing rows on monday. nice suggestion for me to work my back hardy lol. did 30/60 speed training today. so freaking shagged bleh. how can ppl say they like to be tired?? lol. To me the best part of training is after it is done. then u look back and think wow im so glad i finished torturing myself. then u go home feeling stronger because what dosen kill u makes u stronger.

ok ranting time.

Ok this feeling sux big time. i went from dam happy to dam sad then to dam happy again. wth its like a roller coaster ride! i am kind of sick of it. i mean i cant even control my own emotions properly..

i seem to be very kaypo with this fren's love life. i mean his situation is rather similiar to mine. and i keep telling him wad he shld do. which is kinda weird. cause i myself am not sure wad to do with my current situation. and the weird part is he even considers what i say. haha its funny cause he is listening to a guy who screwed up his own relationship. but then again i guess his situation looks more promising then mine... haiz.. if only some1 could tell me wad to do too..

argh crazy plans please get out of my head!!