A brief respite

All right, psy project is over and done with, there are no tests this week and so urgent assignments to hand in. *deep breath* WHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWW!!!!

but more work is to come.... debate, essays and the psy presentation... haizzz... oh not to mention studying econs because i haven been listening in class.

well its better than my JC days i suppose...

haven been to the gym in AGES... i feel so weak now. Now that my new tub of protein powder is in, its time to get back in shape!!!!!

recently the area around my mouth has been getting very dry again. in fact it got so dry i felt like my mouth was on fire. This dryness thing only started some time last year and my uncle *who is a skin doctor* said its eczema and has no cure. question is. how the hell did i get eczema in the first place??? and are u sure it is supp to hurt???

well so far ive been keeping the dryness in check by putting moisturizer everytime after i bath. bleh. maybe it would not have been so bad if i had started using moisturizer when it first started happening. blame it my pride i guess *mind u, i still think only girls use moisturizers* well mine is different. its MEDICAL.

relationship problems are a bitch. well, in my opinion, i think that in order for a relationship to work out there has to be trust as well as the ability to take some and lose some. i mean, sure, i dun think there is anything wrong with wanting to see or at least talk to ur better half every single day. But when u start getting angry because its not happening....well... i only have 1 word to describe it.... STICKY. i mean come on, i dun think at this stage of a relationship you shld expect the other party to have to think about you ALL the time. Im pretty sure that even if U dun have anything better to do, it dosen mean the other party is as carefree as you right?

im just saying u know, not pointing fingers at any1. well actually, i am pointing fingers at all of you ppl who think that puppy love lasts forever. after the initial attraction is gone, what left is attachment. and in order for the relationship be happy u need to be able to accept each others bad points. after all no 1 is perfect ya?

like i said im just saying. im not a dating book. its just my opinion.

i wonder y some people like to criticize others without looking at them selves first. also some people like to scold others things like stupid, idiot too freely. it makes me wonder if they are actually trying to test the other persons patience or just looking for a fight. and the best part is when these people call some1 else stupid or square even if they are the ones who could not understand what ppl are trying to explain to them in the first place. why ar? why got dis kind of ppl?

im afraid it is getting harder to ignore this behaviour of urs. like i mentioned to some1. u are like a bird who is continuously shyting on my head and i keep telling myself nah its not the bird's fault. it prob ate smt wrong or had a bad day. but one day im gonna have a bad day as well and i am gonna take a shotgun and shoot ur head off.

im just saying.

as you can see, my flow of tots are just getting more and more negative. thats y kouping urself at home is no good. 1 needs to go out and chill with frens. It would be best is if u can havoc with some havoc frens but im assuming that now most ppl are already matured and have lost some of thier passion for fun.

all right, its time for exercise and then back to my never ending work. cheers!