there are 2 fears that i will never get rid of, no matter how many times i confront it.
height and public speech
i stayed up the whole night to do my presentation on music, only to fck it up when doing the presentation itself. so many things i shld have said but i didnt, making my presentation seem like som half assed work. i am so ashamed of myself. it was really bad. sigh.
Because I had a bad day
I'm taking one down
I sing a sad song just to turn it around
Vindicated cover by zqq
zhau sia abit but its all right. Played this cos hardy reminded me of the song. see my sad face =(
actually i played 2 more songs, all time camp favorite "Zombie" by cranberries and improved my "soul sister" by train. But blogger uploads video very slowly so i will upload the other 2 another time. felt abit better after that.
anyway i think it because of the lack of sleep and my "power nap" of around 15 min that i had a terrible migraine just now. i placed my hand on my head and could feel my heart beat. its so pain sometimes i need to stop moving and wait for the pain to pass. then my damned house dun even have panadol so i went down to 7 eleven to buy panadol. talk about agony. then at 7 eleven i had to Pratically empty my whole wallet; i had only JUST enough to pay for the panadol fast which cost around 8 dollars.
Now im feeling dam lousy as i try to stop myself from recalling the presentation. when i think of it my body gets hot all over for some reason.
jeez what a day. haizz..
btw thanks wei han for staying up with me and encouraging me from 12 to 3 am, really appreciated it =)
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