Whew. The worst of this semester has passed. yea there are still some tests and projects due, but at least there are no deadlines breathing down my neck. It is like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders, and whatever lies beyond this week is a little later on. ahhh the blissful feeling of unconstrained free timeeeee. It is something to really savor, for the feeling will be gone in no time.

today was supposed to be the day that i will attend my first wedding dinner. Supposed. that means that i didn't go in the end. So many changes here and there and in the end some ppl cannot make it so i didnt go =( and i guess i am prob one of the few ppl who actually want to experience a wedding atmosphere. maybe after the attending of my first wedding i will understand y ppl dun really want to attend a wedding. But till then, i will wait patiently, for someone to invite me to their wedding =)

So today (sat) i went to school to help out the YEN club.  i was supp to help man the drink and tid bit store that they had set up for SIM open house. When i reached there i didnt know anyone, so it was kinda awkward. Almost everyone there were exco/committee members so it was kinda hard to start a convo with them. There also didnt seemed to be anything for me to do; and nobody bothered to ask me to do anything, so i basically just stood around and acted be cool. It was kinda awkward for a while but i kept my composure cos i know that i have an awesome haircut. For a while i wondered if it was a right decision to have volunteered to help out. i mean the whole idea that i did so was to get to know some of the club ppl. lucky some friendly ppl came to talk to me *no doubt due to my awesome hair* and i made the initiative to talk to the others. The whole day was quite boring but i made a few friends and acquaintances, so i suppose it was a fruitful day after all =)

Ok recently there seems to be some problem between 2 friends. Actually its a problem between a good friend and a so so friend, but both of them used to be best friends Lets call them A and B respectively. It is difficult to explain the problem but i feel very sorry for my good friend A. k maybe sorry is not the word. It is more of a feeling of injustice. Kinda like the way u feel when u see how a bad guy is bullying the good guy in those korean/taiwanese dramas *er hem Wa Meng Di* The way i see and hear it, B is the one at fault. She is the one who is not taking any iniative to maintain the friendship, not willing to communicate, and not caring for A's feelings. I dun want to make a judgment, after all A refuses to call B to talk things through. But i did actually try to contact B to ask her side of the story. Maybe its because im a outsider, or maybe she thinks i am being too kaypo, but she didnt reply me although i did imply i was trying to meditate the problem. I guess B is simply bo chap. Not that i am surprised though. I had a argument with B once that gave me the impression that she was not willing to do as much for A as A has done for her. For now, I feel very annoyed with B's behavior, but i shant go on further. I will reserve the names i have for B till I get more info on what is really happening.

anyway God bless Japan, may it recover from its earthquakes and its nuclear meltdown.