i look back at my previous posts and realized that i am reeking of negativity.temper has been short lately, losing my patience with many minor things. its as if my soul has fallen sick. when i blog i feel like typing negative stuff. other ppl's negativity are also affecting me more easily now. i laugh and smile and joke when i am out, but withdrawal symptoms start to set in after i go home. just feel like smt is missing. i suppose this illness will pass soon. its probably just the month u know? maybe its the side effect of the anti fungal medicine that i have been taking for a month. either way i had better keep my mouth shut this month, in case i start offending ppl. either way, pls keep negativity and stressful situations away from me, its more contagious than u think.

speaking of the fungal medicine, i went for my scheduled check up today. so far no new shrooms have been popping out so the doctor *and I* was quite pleased. He then said that he will treat me for acne now. 2 months treatment. he gave me new medicine, oral and topical, and told me to discontinue the treatment for fungus.

"after u start this medication, u will not get any pimples at all for the duration of the treatment." that statement made my day =)

anyway i am so glad that i can cease using the anti fungal body wash. not only do i have to apply it 2 times a day, the application of it is so freaking tedious. first u have got to take a bath, after which u apply it, and then leave it on for 10 mins. that is 10 freaking mins of standing butt naked in the toilet and counting the seconds. now imagine doing that early in the morning, say 6 30am.  when the time is up, rinse completely. yea easier said than done cos it has the texture of oil. after that i still have to wipe my body completely dry and apply another cream *yea, the doctor was not taking any chances when prescribing medicine* which also has the texture of toothpaste except oilier.

Come to think of it, that explains my lack of patience for the past few days...

P.S. realized that all my medicine have been labeled as poison, even the oral ones... cool! i'm taking poison! =)