Tuesday, September 7, 2010
when i am busy and ppl ask me out, i do my best to say yes. i sacrifice my personal time such as exercising and playing games/guitar to go to these gatherings, and then when i am free, no one else seems to be. Not only that, but almost everyone has smt going on at the last min. not that i'm blaming anyone for being occupied 21/7. Its probably just me and that my whole life is just so slack and boring that i have to cater to ppl who are leading so much more meaningful lives than myself. Sure, gyming is meaningless. i mean how can it be compared to doing assignments, mugging, going out on dates and making money? there is nothing for me to be upset about right?? why, i am actually wasting my life away while others are actually taking up responsibilities and making the world a better place! why the hell am i even cursing, swearing and ranting?? In fact, ppl shld be upset with me complaining instead of counting my blessings! perhaps i shld just get a job, u know, a life or just mug my life away. perhaps i shld just shut the hell up and appreciate the slackness of my redundant existence. or maybe perhaps i shld just stop looking forward to our next meetings and assume that we are never going to meet again and be pleasantly surprised when we do.
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wow that's an interesting interpretation.. it's very nice to b slack n enjoy personal time (when others are busy) because well, it's personal time! while (it's very nice too of you to be) sacrificing personal time to go for gatherings w friends when most are free and you're less free. it's really how u look at it..
ReplyDeleteto be frank, if i were u, i'd not go to work, but enjoy this free personal time & friends time. because hey you're still a student! enjoy being one! when u finish schooling n go out to work, you will miss those times u can just hang out w friends and slack and not worry so much. at least for me, i miss those times..
u can't blame the rest to always be busy, but u can blame them for their poor time management! why cannot prioritize friends but can have time w boyfriend, do work and personal stuff?? ( i hope i'm not targetting myself HAHAHA)
cheers =)
"Sure, gyming is meaningless."
ReplyDeleteyou better explain yourself
@emily: yea i miss those time where i can just hang out with frens cos it seems that everyone is just too busy. this is one of those things that u cannot blame the other party but yet smt just feels so unfair you know? =/
ReplyDelete@hardy: i tot of you when i typed that haha