CREEP

Hey all guess wad? i have officially join the ranks of the most digusting and degrading people. I am now....a fucking creep

i will not make excuses for my behaviour. i am so disgusted with myself i feel like puking. literally. i was obsessed. i was a stalker. and i didnt see it till we entered the mrt. basically, i was FUCKED UP.

i am so disgusted as u probably are with me. i have totally no idea y i was so obsessed. i must have been really desperate for attention. fucked up. i wish i can curl up and die now.

i am now CURRENTLY at the lowest point of my entire life. I CANNOT believe this is what i have been reduced to. NEVER would i have imagine myself to be so desperate.

So be it. i have done and i have learned. this incident will always be etched in my mind. FUCK this shit!!!!

arghh...